Long List, No Answer

Butterfly Girl had her appointment at the Neurodevelopment center. It was hopeless. It left us more frustrated and confused then when we went in. We were given two very long lists. One of these lists were all of the things Butterfly girl was delayed on. Everything that she didn't quite measure up when compared to other babies her age. The second list was all of the possibilities of things that could be wrong. All the diagnosis that she could eventually have. The one thing we still lacked was clarity. We lacked an answer as to why our baby girl is the way she is. It once again left me frustrated beyond belief. Grieving for the life my baby has to life. The unanswered questions. Praying the Lord will shed some light upon this situation soon. I trust and believe that it is all in his timing and that he has the answers. He will reveal them at his time.